She Shoots . . . SHE SCORES!!!

Top Shelf Where Mama Hides the Cookies!!!

Mayhem Explosion
13 June 1980
words are hard for me to discern, but I have a tendency of finding other people's words to describe what goes on in my head and heart. I'm kinda warped, rather neurotic, constantly trying to subdue my inner gay man, exceedingly perverted and flirtatious, and will be the first to admit that I'm a bookworm dweeb. But I'm loyal, almost to a fault, and I will be your friend as long as you need me

"You aren't hot enough to have this much self-respect"-Tucker Max

JPC: "Only you would value hockey over sex"

"I will not apologize for scaring you."-Tarrie B.

"Stripey socks are the pinnacle of human development."-Anonymous

"But it's Resident Evil. We all want to be shootin' Spaniards without dying fifty times"-Laura

"You need to stop with these suicide attempts. We all know you're far too selfish to ever HURT yourself"-JsJ

"I am NOT addicted to drugs; I am addicted to glamour"-James St. James

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
- Neil Gaiman

"Never love a wild thing, Mr. Bell. That was Doc's mistake. he was always lugging home wild things. a hawk with a hurt wing. One time it was a full-grown bobcat with a broken leg. but you can't give your heart to a wild thing: the more you do, the stronger they get. until they're strong enough to run into the woods. or fly into a tree. then a taller tree. then the sky. that's how you'll end up, Mr. Bell. if you let yourself love a wild thing. you'll end up looking at the sky."~Holly Golightly

" . . . you'll never understand me because I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."-Jack Kerouac

"Horror immobilizes us because it is made of contradicting feelings: fear and seduction, repulsion and attraction. Horror is a fascination . . . Horror is immobility, the great yawn of empty space, the womb and the hole in the earth, the universal Mother and the great garbage heap . . . With horror we cannot have recourse to flight or combat; there remains only Adoration or Exorcism." - Octavio Paz

"The passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire. To feel contempt for one's own motivations is a vulgar thing. Too often, it seems, I've succumbed to less than admirable desires driven by this furiously reprehensible machine of mine. So many things I can do without-desires and urges and whatnot.
So extraneous"-Jhonen Vasquez

"Don't be suprised to wake and find me gone,
We both knew that I could only care for so long.
So by the random chance we once again meet,
Remember, you no longer mean anything to me..."-bogarted from noblesirrus

"Did you say 'wacky'? . . . of all the ass-lancing words!! Oh, you bleeding cracks!! Without fail!! Every time I leave my house, it's as if I've given up my every right to be left alone, or treated with respect!! You flies, with your unyielding little minds!!! You think my difference from you is an excuse to "comment" on me, as if I were on DISPLAY for you!! Like I'm the way I am BECAUSE I want the excessive gawking of strangers!! Not only that but you used the word 'wacky'!!. . ."-JTHM

"Well of course the most pernicious disease in all the world is stagnation. We all know that, yeah? I mean, that stuff will eat your whole life away if you let it. And a lot of people do. Think of it: you've got a job you can hardly stand ... but it pays the rent, so you keep it. you've fallen into a clique you're not completely in tune with.... but they make you feel wanted, so you carry on. You're clinging to a series of ideas that don't quite fit the facts... but they help you feel you've got a handle on the world, so you keep on clinging. And, of course, you're miserable. But in a tolerable, manageable sort of way. To take a chance on a new direction, to turn your back on all these little bits and pieces of security that ALMOST (not quite) work... well better to be manageably miserable than a flaming bonfire of spectacular failure, eh? And before you know it, every moment of your life has gone fluttering away. Ah, but there's a silver lining, isn't there? Because all of us, every one, have a cure for this epidemic. Dreams. Our dreams. It's all about our dreams when you peel it all away. I mean, I know it sounds a bit cliche, but.... well, I think some things are so important you've got to keep repeating them a hundred thousand million times until people really, truly take them to heart. So yeah, dreams are important. And I think there's more dreamers today than ever before in the history of anything... but.... they're so afraid, so many of them, afraid to lose all their 'managable misery.' It's all just so.. so.. pathetic. Pathetic... and selfish. Are you seriously telling me that you would deny the world an exquisite painting, just because the cardboard firm down the street is hiring? That you'd stay out of politics because your mates would think you a twat? That the greatest secrets of quantum physics would go forever unearthed because your DAD thinks girls are fit only for babymaking? Does that really sound good enough for you? REALLY?? MADDENING!!! And don't you dare tell me I'm unrealistic. I know a body's chances of actually sinking their claws in a dream are fairly grim. But... not to try? To settle into the grey doldrums with nary a peep? It's like my nanny told me. She said: 'the world is a beautiful place, V. And it's beautiful... because of people who are not safe.'"-Vicious Whisper

I also have a disgusting trend of becoming obsessed with things, and you will be subjected to them repeatedly. And you will LOVE IT!!

"Obsessions make my life worse, and my work better." :D

Party Monster is Club Kid L♥VE.

The Nightmare Before Christmas is haunting love.

by sargeantangel

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