I only felt the ecstacy when I was with you

wow this week was really odd. I was in a car accident on Friday. I'm fine physically, and my car is fine operationally speaking. But hot damn, it sucks hitting the back of a Range Rover. Particularly when the front of your car is all fiberglass and plastic-Those repairs are going to suck >_< Thankfully though, no one was hurt, and the other guy took minimal damage to his bumper so my insurance costs per month shouldn't increase.

I really need to cut frivolous spending in my life. I don't have a selfish, slutty, money-grubbing demon sucking me dry of everything I'm worth anymore, so it really doesn't make sense for me to be as strapped for cash. I really shouldn't keep putting myself in the position to panic when I have a small dilemma. Plus then I'm taking horrible advantage of my family and my boyfriend. oh yeah . . .

and my poor honey has mono:( I had it a few years ago, which apparently drastically minimizes or eliminates my chances of getting it again. But it still sucks for him.

Tommie is going home to NYC in just under a month. I'm happy that he gets to be with his family and his friends, but it's going to hurt so much when I can't call him and tell him that I'll be over in 20 minutes. I guess it's just further motivation for me to get my life in gear and get down there to him.

Yeah, I need to figure out what I'm going to do with my life. I'm starting to feel the way I did just before I decided to get an undergrad degree. I was standing at work and thinking to myself "is this really what I'm going to do with the rest of my life?". I need to find some more possibilities...

I should probably use my MySpace more often, especially since Tommie went and made it so damn pretty for me